Sunday, February 27, 2005

do you know what I hate?

my ass. I really packed it on while i was pregnant...whew. Now that I'm trying to lose it, I am just realizing. It's keeping me from my real jeans. Ugh.

I'm feeling much better the past few days. I'm entering acceptance, I think. I talked to my friend today and realized how far I have come in the last few weeks. I'm even starting to think more about conceiving the next one. That's a positive, right? I think it's a step toward recovery. It feels good to say that. Although I did see one of my prego friends this weekend, still envious. I'm not sure that's going to pass. As they get larger, so does my jealousy grow.

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